Christmas and The best bit of the year

I hope you all had a great Christmas and Santa got you all you could dream off.

My Christmas was family orientated and I got quite a few presents unfortunately Zac Efron wasn't under the tree but there's always next year. I got lots of money and the bag that I thought was grotesque when i saw it first didn't look to bad but everything looks better on Christmas day. I got some gorgeous Jessica nail polish in this lovely purple shade which is my favourite nail colour at the moment and two nail filers and buffers. Most importantly I got a bit of cash which is great as the boxing day sales where fast approaching well the next day but you get what I mean. I got JLS CD which is fabulous and Slumdog Millionaire on DVD. Also some other bits and pieces. The best present of all though was from Will my brother and it wasn't that it was massive or really expensive, it was that he had chosen it himself and written the gift tag himself which made it so special. It was two little led elephants spraying water they were perfect.

My grandparents came over for Christmas dinner which is always eventful for many reasons my mum got very stroppy saying " I am running around like a headless chicken to get this dinner cooked whilst you all sit on you arses you do nothing" well I had set the table all festive like which took me ages and i peeled some parsnips so we got into an argument. Dinner was nice except my mum had decided to put meatballs with it, at first I thought it was stuffing but obviously not.

Afterwards my grandma complained about us playing on the wii can't we watch any solid programmes so we put on top of the pops and she was saying all these girls have thunder thighs !!. My grandma who is 5foot tall and 20 stone I was thinking have you ever looked in the mirror bearing in the mind the girls were The Saturdays I mean.

So Christmas was eventful and quite nice.

Boxing Day I hit the sales handly equipped with a starbucks moccafraccachino my sister and I raided newlook. Me buying leggings, jeggings, cardigan and a top so I had a pretty successful trip. We went to Croydon which is my homeplace so it was good went to old wimpy so it was all good.

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Well it s almost the end of 2009 and I have had many ups and downs this time January I was in bed after having my tonsils taken out. In the summer we welcomed Charlotte and Emily into our friendship group and I went to the summertime ball. Autumn brought birthdays firstly Poppy's then Sam's, Charlotte's next, and last but not least Emily's all were brilliant and now it's winter.

The snow came last Friday and to start off with it was pretty magical you know all the dreams of a white Christmas may becoming true and then 3 days later it turned to slushy ice and it was impossible to find a piece of snow which had not been trodden on and worn down. I managed to get a few films watched though in the past 5 days or so. It started with 17 again which was brilliant because it starred my future husband Zac efron <3>too flexible" classic. Then Love actually, The proposal, Sex and the City, Night at the museum 2 and Dirty dancing.

I have done a fair bit of shopping Dorothy Perkins has been wonderful as I have brought three tops form there also another pair of jeggings I know I know have a few pairs to say the least. Today I was feeling a bit low so went up there a brought an lbd with the most divine shoulders there all hitched up and stuff very nice it is. I also saw my old Yr 4 teacher Mrs Curry who said I looked so beautiful which kinda helped me get through my day. I also managed to buy the last of my Christmas presents which was for my sister, Victoria. It's a bit of a mix and match gift form boots.

Getting back to events of the year Micheal Jackson died which was tragic, Joe Mcelderry won the X factor heaven forbid. poor Olly ): The winners song being the climb by Miley Cryus who is now officially a slag I mean why get a tattoo under your boob just breathe you can't even see it. Omg okay everyone know how I love Taylor Swift and something has just reinstated my love for her. Her new makeover she looks absolutely stunning with the new sleek straight fringed hair and preppy style. Ditching her renowned curls and pretty prom dresses it must be her turning twenty that's done it. Love Taylor forever.

Christmas lists, I wrote one obviously expecting to receive what is on my list well some of the stuff that is on it anyway I gave it to my dad he went right okay we'll see. So now i ask mum have you got anything of my list her reply. What list?. Well I am glad to say that I have nothing off my list zip zap zero zilch. Not the Mark Lupfter sweater or style boutique ds game or fuel for life perfume. I discovered something though the other day I came across one of my present which is a bag and a very bad bag at that. I must practice my surprised happy face lets just put it that way.

All left to say now is

I Wish You All A Very Merry Christmas and An Extremely Happy New Year

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Fairytales do happen. They do. All you have to do is believe they will happen, then they will. I haven't had one personally yet but i do believe some day it will happen. There's a happy ever after for everyone, you just have to go out there and find out.

My dream scenario is some dream handsome kind guy, sweeps me off my feet in somewhere like a cafe love at first sight getting married living in a big old house with our 5 kids. I do believe that will happen just might take some time. I really don't see why people don't believe, all you need is a bit of faith and you'll find you can do almost anything.

The reason why I believe stuff is because i chose too I want too believe it even its something the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard I still believe. I want too think its true because it's nice to think dream come true no matter what they are.

If you dont have a dream how you gonna make a dream come true ?

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I defiantly left my heart in Portugal when I came back I was so happy to see all my friends and stuff. But now I look out of the window to gale force winds and rain and I wish I was back out there in hot happy weather.

Moving on from the weather

The weeks at school seems to be flying I mean they have been going so quick it's like were has all the time gone. I think because I have been having a good time mostly a few hiccups but everything seems to be good at the moment. School has been fun and good mostly lunch obviously not lessons. For dance I actually had fun mainly because I just took the mick out of it. I had laryngitis and couldn't speak and now I have my voice back I cant' stop talking. I never wanna lose my voice again. never. ever.

Leighton Meester is so pretty I aspire to be her she is the one of the prettiest women alive I think. Glamour magazine is my main read at the moment but I have cut it up because I'm gonna make make a big collage on my door off all magazine cuttings.

Been going to a few sleepovers recently I went to emily's which was very fun, we wnet to wrotham firworks and listened to all the music and what not. I love my friends.

I have been making a wishlist of all the things I want from New look and stuff it adds up to nearly £300 so maybe a bit of saving is in order.

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life

Well I am back in the UK after a weeks stay in portugual and to be honest i really did miss home and blogger, msn and all my friends.I love you lot and I really did miss you. My break out there was very nice though and the sun was shining everyday, unlike england where when we arrived it was chucking it down. Typical.

Out there though Victoria and I walked the strip everyday and there was one guy who was very nice that we met, he was very nice looking aswell. After we walked down the strip me shotuing I'm a social I had to have it at random strangers, we would sit poolside and tan or try too anyway. I am very hacked off actually, that I haven't got much of a tan which was one of the main objectives of the holiday. Never mind. British and proud I say. Every five minutes though you were stopped in the street, mostly by people trying to sell you holidays. But I got stopped by a man asking me for ciggerates or any loose change which was an experience to say the least. When we were about to leave we had a car coming to pick us up and we got on two wrong mini buses before finally getting on the right one.

I am very glad to be back on home terriorty but one thing our car has broken down and Jeff says hopefully it'll be ready by thursday evening. Jeff is our mechanic by the way. It's been sitting in his garagey place for nine days now poor car. Secondly our washing machine is broken hich is very helpful as we have own clothes days coming up at school. This won't be fixed till next tuesday, so I will have to do an eastenders and go to the old laundrette.

Still don't know what to wear to own clothes day I was thinking of buying new jeggings and putting it with my long vest top and cardigan. See this is the time I need a mark lupfter oversized sweater, it would look major with treggings and courts. But no sweater so will have to use my little inkling of genuis and create something might do a major trying on session tonight. Going to look on new look as well. Clothes show live at the NEC can't wait.

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ps taylor swift is pure singing genuis

Haven't blogged in a few days so I thought I'd do one now.

On saturday went to charlotte's birthday sleepover with Poppy Emily Sam Brooke and obviously Charlotte <3 you guys. I had a really great time with marshmallow fights, the chimnea thing (I think thats how you spell it) and the walk half way through the woods. We got very scared so came back out again it was pitch black. There were weird men on the way back to chars house they were very drunk and were asking us our ages and stuff but Vicki sorted them out. Alos there were people hiding behind the van so that was scary. Poor Lauren she had 999 dialled into her phone. I was so tired yesterday when I got back so I went straight to bed and slept till 5.00 and peter pan was on so I watched that. Then watched X factor and at 9.00 I went to bed. I had a weird dream it was a bit like transformers but with no Megan Fox.

I LOVE CHICKEN

at charlottes house I had

14 chicken drumsticks
Chicken Wrap
Chicken Kiev
and lots of
Lollies

Loves her girlys

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Trying to fix computer now since my dad said blogger has apparently bugged the whole thing with a killer virus like swine flu and stuff so i am doing my best to fix. I mean as if this has broke it it keeps on coming up with this little yellow bubble saying low disk space which I really can't understand. I am doing a virus check now and save the results to prove it's him not me.


My family last night were so jarring kept on having a go at me like my mum and dad had an argument over money etc etc and as it goes and then suddenly my msn and blogger came into it I was like okay night people. Anyways it all got a bit messy but Victoria stuck up for me (:

Speaking of Victoria I am now on the computer and laptop so blogger on this one and youtube and msn on computer, so whichever one my sister wants to go on i can easily log out and on. Good idea i think, because if she normally says get off the laptop when I'm on it and when i go on computer shes like get off it. So now i am prepared (:

School today was good a bit of laugh I walked today for like ages around the park and stuff. Personally I think our RS performance was obviously the best. Kiss me ars - me being Louis my Irish character.

I hate my orthadontist i have offically decided such a poo. I mean he pins it all on me when it's his fault he sent me out last time with one elastic so I only wore one elastic then I get back and he has a go. He says hopefully in two more visits I can get them off. He annoys me but I got a frappee so sent me on road to recovery.

Taylor swift songs

The way i loved you, White horse, Cold as you, Forever and always, Teardrops on my gutiar, You belong with me, Love story, Fifteen, Should've said no, I'd lie, Tell me why, You're not sorry, Hey Stephen, The Best day, Our song, The outside, I heart ?

so many i like

I also want this mark lupfer sweater form topshop it has a sequinned parrot on it so nice

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Can anyone please tell me why everything goes from perfect to wrong I mean life's never perfect I know that by now, boy i know that, but for once why can't one thing be fine. It doesn't even have to be perfect just fine would be great. Not everything to be wrecked in an instance. One second it's there next it's gone.

God lets you go to school letting you think that everything is fine you carry on at school and everything is good at least you think they are. Then you get home and suddenly it's all pulled from under you. Ponisucus close. sounds good i really don't think so. They try to convince you everything be fine new places new people.

Taylor swift seems to have a song for every mood, every dilemma listening to a song that describes your mood is really quite therapeutic.

I don't think any amount of ice cream shopping or lipstick can set this right.

Love these guys

Emily

Chars

Poppy

Sam


Happy halloween muwhahahahahah


lol

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BOUNCING

BOUNCE JUST BOUNCE

classic song OMG addicted

Let's get it bouncing in hereeeeeeee

Now i'm the kind of guy that likes to bounce
i'm the kind of guy that's got a pet mouse

B to the O to the U to the N to the C to the E
wait I can't dance
That's OK we show you how to bounce

B is for Bouncing O is for Opportunity U is for Unity N is for Nutrition C is for Community and E is for Everybody !

do the ham and cheese
do the ham and cheese
do the chicken wing
do the chicken wing

and my favourite quote

That's all we got for now but keep it funky and keep it bouncing all the way to the top

HAHAH

then joe's little face awwh

lol a classic

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The way i loved you (8)
Should've said no (8)

Taylor swift day today

Wearing my chelsea staub make up look. MY sister helped em with it we were watching Jonas to help me and i think she secretly enjoyed because she wanted to watch another one "to see wether we needed eyeliner" so i was like secret obbsession. I do hope they uploadnext episodes. I love what the buck i have offically decided. I gonna get some new pyjamas today and hopefully some uggs or something.

Going to orpington now

love you

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Watching Project runway. I love this programme better than Amercias next top model in my opinion. There challenge is to create a look out of newspaper entirley and I was thinking how are they oing to to attch unlees there going to use staple deatiling and fabric glue. A very tough challenge. Eva Longria is judging at the end along with Hedi glum etc. I love Tim in in so funny.

When is the new series of Desparate Housewives coming on i mean it's been ages and who has mike married? that's the question I think Susan is to obvious but maybe they want the viewer to think that it's katherine but it's actually going to be susan. Also where is Mistresses i mean i am missing it.

They are going to sew the newspaper and fabric dye it and stuff it is really tough challenge. My worst one is Nicholas so up himself.

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love the following

Poppy

Sam

Emily

Chars

and

Brooke


Saturday went out with sam for the afternoon we went to her brothers flat because we bumped into his girlfriend in tesco so we helped carry her shopping. There tele is massive we were like woah. She is very nice. Brought the 40 yr old virign on DVD, heat and a new foundation and a tub of ice cream.

Sunday was a pretty boring day same old same old.

Today was good, Poppy and sam came around that was fun.

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There are times where you really want something like a tub of ice cream and you have it all planned out. You will sneak to the freezer careful not to tread on the dog open the freezer door looking a round cautiously and take the last tub. But when you get there their is no ice cream just a few ice lollies ! Just had one of those had it carefully planned it out. Preferably looking for some cookie dough or strawberry cheesecake. You know I really could do with some ice cream I feel fed up.

I might do some drawing or some shopping i will try and bribe my grandma into going to tesco and buying me three tubs (: that would be good or some lollipops.

Type in Justin Gaston on google images. Worth it. Trust me.

Looking at topshop now.

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life

Today has been a good day.

Apparently i have to be a glowy sweat ? "I have a crush on obama" what an annoying song top have stuck in your head. I have concluded I can't be quiet for more than 30 seconds. Practising the piano for eletric feel it is very different to the pianos at school.

I love my maties you know who you are. I really don't like dance either. Moving on - Taio Cruz.
English she just had a major rant and said our targets etc etc.

ZAC efron :P

JLS fivesome :p

a girl can dream

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I am scared, worried now.

I have a feeling inside me that somethings about to go wrong that someone isn't who they portray themselves as. I like her she is a good laugh but i am going to tread carefully. I have a bad feeling about it, i dunno what it is just something doesn't seem quite right. I am not going to start telling stuff to someone i barley know. I do like her just something doesn't seem right. I do like that much i am sure of.

Don't want to do school tomorrow.

i love these guys

Charlie
Poppy
Emily
Sam

I want nick from Jonas brothers piano in fly with me. I need it so nice. I mean it's white. Wow.

Can't stop listening to fly with me a very nice song.

RICK ASTLEY RULES. lolza. i have been singing this all day ask the above ^^^

You know whenever i've seen Miss smith PE i have been singing i think she must think i am barmy.

Everybody in love JLS (l)

i need a break

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Hey baby
Fly with me
Much better
What did I do to your heart
Turn right
Keep it real

thats it. i think. i'm not sure. maybe still expanding. not sure.

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So far

Hey Baby
Fly with me

it is slowly adding.

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life

Well life has treated me well so far.

I love these people especially.
Chars
Emily
Poppy
Sam


Today was kew gardens it was really pretty there don't get me wrong. but basically you paid a tenner to see some trees. I did love the exotic flowers there though i was expecting more flowers. I had fun though LIZARD ATTACK. We invented some new blog me and Emily i think it is shaping up pretty well.

OK so i can't believe i am saying this but Jonas brothers are going up in my books. They are quite funny seem genuinely nice guys. Poppy and Emily have started to convert me i have to say. I like 1 song so far. Hey baby. but i will keep you updated on my Jonas brother take over. Miracles do happen i suppose.

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You will be more open, optimistic and affectionate with others today. Just be careful not to make anyone feel uncomfortable in your presence. You must walk a fine line with your emotions.

so like me

quite funny

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life

Well today was just pure funny I LOVE MY GIRLIE'S TOO MUCH

i am high on air :S

listening to same girl which is just pure genius so funny there faces in it I mean so good.

Today was sam's birthday HAPPY 14TH welcome to a new birthday year.

It was funny in tech I couldnt stop laughing I dont think i'm ever gonna say hi ya again. I dont like miss lane that much. I much prefer Mrs Woods.

Lunch was good. The whole day was pretty good.

OMG in ems new blog i am portrayed as such a bitch shame i know lolza love you

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Haagen- Dazs Strawberry cheesecake is literally to die for.

Listening to If i were boy - ft R kelly pefer it to the orginal.

OMG this ice cream literally is the best except for cookie dough.

online shopping is pretty good looking in the new look mid sale some nice stuff.

Also looking at elf cosmetics

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life

Well yesterday Sam came over we had fun, we raved to sexy chick my personal favourite moment. Raided mums drawer for mac make up. Walked my lovely dog in freezing cold. and talked about all matters of things.

Then of course i had the seagull dinner which was very noisy to say the least spent most the time talking to Kate's boyfriend . Me and my sister had a bet on the waiter who does he fancy the most me or her. In the end i believe i won but she says she did.

Lost her voice today I keep on trying to do sign language to her but its not working. My dog won't leave me alone because i have a tub of ice cream, but i will not feed her it, sam will tell me off if i did.

Tried to watch iron giant that film form 1999 but its not working, so i have decided to give up and listen to some music of i tunes.

Emily sent me scream full of zac efrons lovley sexy voice :p

Congrats to emily's mum on little baby lizzy. Welcome to Earth !

Dad is trying to get us to go out on a family trip to a car booty . Don't think so somehow.

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Happy tips

1. put on some red lippy or lipgloss

2. get a tub of ice cream

3. put a song on full blast

and

4. Go internet shopping

my four tips to unlimeted happiness after a depressing moment .

It's done now. done. gone. left.

suppose some things work out like that. never mind. life goes on.

seagulls today. am really not in the mood. just ate through a whole tub of ice cream whilst watching friends.

left alone at last. everyone out. i like it this way. alone. don't you. have a bit of an obsession with the song last request. such a nice song i love his voice.

sams meant to be coming today. can't remeber if it was meant to at 11.00 or 1.00. sure she'll turn up sooner or later.

listening to taylor swift. anyone know who the bloke is in the video for love story?. he really is quite nice.

might go to meal as a vampire. deep eyeliner. blood red lipstick. might start something off. a new trend maybe.

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life

Sometimes you meet these people in life who just wanna spoil your fun and make you feel small whilst doing it. We have one of those i have decided well i htink we all have.

I dont get hate though. If i hated someone i wouldn't save tables for them or ask to go out with them or anything but yet this girl does.

Strange.

Anyways. Today was good I started of in quite happy mood and it carried on. LOL tonight i cant stop laughing.

I would just like to say Victoria you are smiply the best lol.

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Today

well today was wednesday an to be quite honest it was quite a reasonable day.

MY favourite qoute was
Me:"Poppy i think you have to go to the bathroom"
Pops:"why"
Me:" Cos you have bird shit all over your skirt"

LOL a classic.

Well we had Citzenship, Science were we had a fire alarm the teacher was like tuck your shirts in girls and me and poppy thought there is a fire going on but tuck shirts in girl you have to look smart for the firmen now.

Missing you emily in achool :( need you there.

Depressing outlooks on life are really annoying i have concluded. They depress you aswell when someone tells you how bad there life is and how there depressed you feel depressed yourself.
I am quite a happy person (well most of the time anyway) and i love people talking about nthere problems and trying to give out good advice all jemery kyle like, but when people complain like soo much it does get a bit tedious. never mind.

MY sister has the dreaded cold !!!!!!!!!

poor her

OMG i love zac :)

Cut out 3 topless pictures yeterday Ricky whittle, Rav Wilding, Zac Efron :P

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Love.

love

A lot of songs about it. A lot of people say things about it. A lot of qoutes about it. A lot about it.

But to be honest you haven't experienced love until you've met my girls.

There better than diamonds and pearls.
There betetr than anything.
In fact there outta this world.
Thier there when i need help with things.
My girls you really are outta this world.

LOVE
a simple word but it means a hell of a lot.

Today

OMG ok tell which one is better cos i am in a bit of a dilemma here

ZAC my loving angel who is very hot

http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2243/2003299072_9e02f7945b.jpg?v=0

OR

ETHAN my new crush form the xfactor whos pretty fine.

http://images.dailyradar.com/media/uploads/tv/story_preview/2009/09/20/etnew
sorry couldnt find one topless.

And shall I have an affair with ethan OR
Zac go away for filming and ethan and me get pretty close

OR

Shall stay with Zac and be like a fairytale life OR
ethan be zacs best mate and me and ethan are just friends

Please vote

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School run

Okay so i dint drive a car up there etc. but collecting my brother from school has to be one of the most stressful experiences ever.

Anyways my mum was out and it hit 3.00 so i thought sugar william, so i walked up there. I got there and im talking to shaun who is pretty fit but double my age so like 26 and then william and shane's daughter come out. Now william doesnt just say hello he barges into me and screams hi. Right so we get out of there and were walking home im coughing my guts up so he starts hitting me on the back like really hard and then starts running away wanting me to chase him.

Please god when i have kids please dont let it be as stressful as that, its picking them up from school for lords sake not i dunno running the half marathon.

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OMG just noticed

How Nick jonas signing voice is real sexy especially in Hey baby taht is the only Jonas brother song i like and it happens to be my favourite song of the week.

Yes so a real sexy voice.

Hands off though he's poppy's.

OMG i ahve a bit of an obssession with Ethan Borobian from the X factor blimey he is pretty hott to say the least i wish ihad hi mblimey. Anyday.


I wana get a blazer but i'm not really sure i think it'll just really annoy me.

Anyways buhbi

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ill.

I have a bunged up nose today so i will not be coming in to school :( I think this is the worst cold i've ever had. ever. I cant speak properly either so i sound a bit alien like. Not missing much at school though, but i am missing my girlys. Ily guys.

I hope me mam gets me a big mac takeway a could really do with one, can imagine gherkins and ketchup right now lol. Yummy.

I'll be back in school tomorrow most likely unless i suddnely come down with a raging fever or something quite looking forward to watching loose women in 30 mins. sad i know.

Hope to get rid off this bloomin cold soon.

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OK so i have been up all night and wait for this drank 2 cups of coffee 3 teas 2 oranges 1 fruit cocktail 1 lemsip and honey and 1 hot chocolate.

I have eaten 3 strepsils half a packet of bourbons.

Have watched Girls just wanna have fun ,Mamma mia and half or ratatouille.
2 episodes of Xtra factor 1 of X factor and Sharks deadly attacks 2.

So at 5.36 exactly this morning thought why not go on the computer so here i am on blogger I've read latest episode of blog btw loving the Jumpsuit that is so awesome i want one.

I will probably go in to school today after break cos i wanna see my girls POPPY.SAM.EMILY.CHARLIE. ily

I have cold that's why yesterday i felt like i was swallowing razor blades and now i have a bunged up nose to match my throat. Which is much appreciated poppy for giving me a cold.

Last night though brought me a milkshake which was v. kind of him.

Need a new pair of jeggings mine are kinda disintegrating if that makes sense at all.

Cant wait till next blog.

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Got kinda used to the taste of strepsils now they are starting to grow on me a bit.

You know my life is so sad, I mean like nothing out of the ordinary happens its just same old, same old. some day i wish something, anything exciting. Like zac efron knocking on my door however unlikley it is.

My highlight of the week is watching Ugly betty or getting the new issue of star magazine. I wish my life had more too it like a bloke in my life. If only zac would come and knock on my door.

I said this earlier to a mate of mine and i heard a knock at the door i thought you never know it might be zac but it turned out to be my next door neighbour asking about post. Thats what i mean life is so predictable.

I wish for some kind off change to come along, even if it was a free voucher in new look or a different teacher at school.

Apparantly Late October is a good time for my life according to my horoscope. But until then i'll just have to keep on waiting till something or someone new, unexpected comes along.

Still waiting for someone special to throw you over his shoulder and take you home.

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Cornish ice cream is almost as good as Ben & Jerrys I have concluded.

Eating a tub of it right now. Vanilla Cornish dairy ice cream. It tastes so good and soothes a burning throat.

I'm watching the Island now you know the ones with all the clones and what not. A really good film seen it like 4 times before but its good so you never get tired of it.

Today i am planning to take it easy not feeling up too much i think ali is coming over at one but her and victoria will go out some place.

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OMG I'm happy

Passion Potential as Venus moves into my horoscope Chart

Financial luck as Jupiter does move in before October 13th.

Time to get a new style. Update your wardrobe. Venus the planet of beauty had done her Job. Confidence on the rise jsut in time for a new season to get excited about. This weks stars giving you a chance to add peices to your wardrobe. Your ready for a change.

So maybe a new style is jsut what the doctor ordered?

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I feel depressed now my throat hurts listning to iris the lyrics tell a story.

I sometimes get these feelings, to me now not much makes sense and i just wanna someone to come along and guide me.

I want to go out anywhere do anything.

need someone here with me anyone.

anyone.

LIfe

OMG my throat is killing me need some strepsils urgent.

Anyways Julie & Julia *LOBSTER KILLER* was pretty good.

Had to leave Half way through cos of the buses that we missed arggh i hate bus companies :@ Sams dad picked us up anyway so all was well.

John lewis fashion show going on so i wanted to watch that so we did for twenty minutes but we had to carry on shopping apparantly lol.

Liking my new top might create a new indie style for a laugh .

Need a drink now

OMG loving new blogs (: emily keep it going

Tomrrow dunno what im gonna do no money left so mabye just go for a walk in a medow with some sheep and litter daisies everywhere and sing heal the world.

Somehow i dont think so.

OMG only 12 weeks till christmas sales (:

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LOng blog

So anyways i did this really stupid thing so yes i basically said to ems Will you do some more blog and she said it depends cos it takes ages to type so i said really i could do it like 30 minutes and she said go on then so i am now doing this stupid ridiculous thing today. So i will randomly babble on about crap for an a4 page. Anyways Mrs weighill (maths teacher) is kinda cyco a bit, anyway theres this girl called Paige Porter who got sent into our class from Mr Fawze. Mrs weighill said what did you do and she said nothing. So anyways she sits down Paige this is and Mrs weighill like what do you know about me and shes like your Mrs weighill. And Mrs weighill goes well actually i can be an evil bitch and in fact i Cultivate it. and she banged on for like 5 minutes it was scary she reminded me of Miss trunchball from Matilda. I'm suprised she didnt take poor paige by her hair and swing her around. I wonder wether her song is bonkers? I ahd english today miss smith wasnt in so we had miss gad who sounds a bit essexy to say the least anyways iam starting to like miss smith dunno why i just think shes sweet.I'm so glad i missed Dance yesterday as we had a half day. Charlies house was really funny zimmerframe.boobs.woods that was a bit scary.battered sausage. yummy. LOve the 6 formers boys anyway they are sooo polite and one one of them bumped into me (HOTT) he was OMg are you ok sorry and i was like no my fault entirley lolza ;) POPPY - You are like the best and are always in schol so you are always there no matter what goodbye mylover SAM- You are always there for me and are very nice looking forward to tomorrow you guys. EMILY - you are great and your story is the besty (L) zac forever you are always so nicee CHARLIE- you are very funny to be around and are great to talk too. LOVE YOU GUYS xxx

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OMG just found my favourite video of all time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvPe2CtjGcw

love the song aswell- I know i actually love a Jonas brother song i am going funny in the head. Too much time with Emily and Poppy i reckon.

Anyways Zac is looking so hottt in his new film Orson Wells and me.

PHOWAR !!! wish i was claire danes! blimey a lucky girl she is.

Me + Zac = Love (L)

Anyways last day of fashion week yesterday :( Burbery collection was awesome. Well done !!! if you get a victoria beckham seal of approval things must be good.

school today was as per i love running away from people it funn lol. Hating maths. Oz rehersals well you know.

Doing geography :S

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Just a quick note to say

Matthew willamson you are the best designer out there and are an inspration loving your pre collections at fashion week

http://www.londonfashionweek.co.uk/designers_catwalk.aspx?designerid=213&seasonid=17#pic2

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Back from sleepover was so good!! enjoyed singstar.


(8) does your mother know (8)


A bit tired now though might get some shut eye before four otherwise tomorrow for school i will look like something outta shaun of the dead lol.



Our story is the best full of twists and turns.



school tomorrow not looking forward to it :( we might be doing yoga though yay !!!

london fashion week day 3 ned to watch day 2 was at sleepover

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Tired. My mum woke me up by banging piano keys went downstairs told her to please be quiet got back upstairs she started banging them louder!

So I decided to get up and get on here even though battery life is falling fast :S

Got the house to myself YES this is a very rare moment so will enjoy while i can lol.

Looking forward to afternoon/tonight.

OMG there back NOOO!!!!

london fashion week day 2 :)

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Watching trictly come dancing now i feel so happy and content with life.
Jade and Ali or Rav (HOT) to win.

My friends are great. My family aren't that good but hey you can't have it all.

Anyways looking forward to Abba singstar tomorrow (8)dancing queen(8).

Watching Peep show, so funny lol.

Our story is the best!

Me+ZacEfron=LOVE

Emily you are a pure genius Keep on typing girly ily

Sleepover tomorrow :)

Poppy.Charlie.Sam.Emily.ily

London fashion week is the best. Check out Paul Costelleo.

Stripes, Neutrals and structured Big things this season

But my favourite designer of Day 1 has to be ....

(drumroll please)

Caroline Charles!!!!!!

http://www.londonfashionweek.co.uk/designer_profile.aspx?DesignerID=64

Well done you have recieved my award of fashion designer day 1 !!! lol

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Today

Finally the weekend YAY!!!

Looking forward to shopping tomorrow getting some new gear and what not.

Torn betwenn going to tammanas office getting the money and then saying i have to go or wether to stay here. I don't really wanna go there, but i would like the money.
I'm not sure how much it is gonna be becuase it might only be £5 then theres no point, but hey ho i dunno. lol.

Why do lunch times always to end when your horny!!!
lol classic times.

My today was good lucnhtime was funny. Droppy Nipples lol. I still can't find the pink thing. I htink it was the ghost personally.

Who you gonna call ...
(poppy you can finish it off)


Sam.Emily.Poppy.Charlie.Jo. ilyx

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This is my final post tonight as i still have geography to do :S

I just get so swept up in msn and blogger and all other things, that i don't get round to it and then when i am knackered, and just want Emily to post the next installment of our story and to watch ps i love you i remember about it arggh.

I am thinking just covering in a map can't be bovvered to do anything more lol.

Looking forward to shopping don't ask me why i want a pair of heels and a new top and a new pair of jeggings but not enough money :(

Iwill get nude heels and not sure which top yet but i will decide soon (well when i'm next shopping i will decide)

Finally nearing the weekend YES! jo's sleepover :) and then chill out day sunday with facemasks and what not.

Just thought maybe boots would go better with the outfit i'm planning. Never mind.

Love you all

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Special Message

This is a very special message cos i only get to say this once in a life time but

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY EMILY!!!

yes the creator of our story (the best blogging story ever) has turned fourteen today. Congrats!
Unfortunatly she wasn't in school today, so she could recieve her present and have a happy birthday hug from yours truly but i would like to say happy birthday now.

Emily you are simply one of the best and i hope we have many more friendly years together and texas is still happening.

cheers my darling

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all matters of things

Well my life is still my life my friends still my friends (hopefully) and my family still my family so nothing really new to report apat charlie has gone all anti sex on me :(

I am really fed up off school i'm are very much liking luch at the moment but everything else like lessons, No thankyou! it has only been two wweeks and already i feel exhausted, drained and i have a massive spot arggh. Do you know we spend 8 hours a day at school that is 40 hours a week !!! If only it was form 9.00am - 2.00pm then i thin k icould cope- just about. but 8 hours is just too much.

I can't believe some of the comments i post i am such a weird horny buger at times i scare myself lol.

Not much else to say

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me my mates and life in general

So there are these girls that i call my best friends there are a few of them, and well there all a bit mad but all very special very special.

Poppy- You are very speacial in fact you all are so i'll just list your names.
Emily
Sam
Charlotte

There have been some crazy chats and msn convos but to be quite honest we are the best and no one can touch us no one. We are the dogs nuts.

Anyways my life is a whirlwind of excitement as you can tell. Umm so yes a whirlwind i went to sevenoaks and brought so birthday cards which was thrilling and Emily's and Jo's birthday pressies which are fabulous. Reading our story which is great btw if you have not already guessed. So yes my life is a whirlwind of thrilling stuff.

Diet going well today i have eaten
Cereal Jordans county crisp to be precise
Bannana
Bagguete Bread
Breaded Chjicken
New potatoes
Runner Beans
Cauliflower Cheese
a bit of trifle
1 sweet
2 pepsi
1sprite

Went into d&p and newlook some great stuf fin need money to ashop but have none :(

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I am just randomly babbling on tonight because i am very bored.

I hope that everything with friends is still alright Ilove everyone in our group and would hate for something to happen like arguments.

I COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU GUYS!

literally please never leave me if you did i would fall apart all our funny little cats and ,memorys we have just never leave please never leave me

Always remeber your mates whoever they are you need them

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Happy evening!

Watching holby city now and have just read Sam's blog you do have a depressing outlook on life sometimes lol but that's why we love you! Thanks for the nice things you said about my blog i love you too x You are liking the Veronica's I'm thinking.

I went to sainsburys this evening, I bumped into a boy from old primary school Harry he has turned into an alright looking bloke it's only his teeth that put me of but i think he'll get braces. I like his hair specially.

My mum has changed the diet thing to if i lose a stone i get one whole new outfit a stone and a half two outfits and two stone whole new wardrobe so i am determined! I have already told you about school and stuff i really came on here to get a fix of Our Story great reading.

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My new love

So here it goes it is not a new man in my life (unfortunatly) but this is what it is

OUR STORY by emily it is such an entertaining read that i am hooked, can't wait till the next installment! it is so great i need to be in it more mind you lol. Carry on with it babes.

School has been pretty good funn entertaining and with my best buddys you know who are by now. My favourite lesson is probaly art were getting to draw phillip treacy hats ! i have a bit of an obbsession. I have been looking at shopping online recently and really trhink H&M should have there own online UK store because you can't actually shop online which is very bad if your like ill for two weeks or break your leg or something.

My mum said yesterday that if i lose a stone by christmas she will buy me a new wardrobe from dandp and new look. Christmas is in 15 weeks and a stone is 14 pounds so that's less than a pound a week so yes i am aiming for that. Any good diet tips please let me know and comment I would be really grateful. So far today i have eaten a ...
Tortilla with bannana
Bagguette bread
Half a peach
Pepsi x2
Fruit Flakesx1
is this healty ?
and is there like lipgloss you can wear to stop your cravings cos i swear there is one. ?

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School hasd been the best this week the teachers have been ok.
My friends have been the blooming dogs nuts (aka the best) they have been funny dirty good laugh everything you could want I really do love you guys. Sam, Poppy,charlie and Emily *hope you're feeling better*
All the lessons were good today even ict which is a real turnout for the books and Mrs Taffe has got 2 new dresses HALLEJUAH. I have had a very good week i am literally smiling all the time which is highly unusal as i don't like much to do with school.
This week especially we have been havng some very random dirtty conversations at school they sometimes disturb me but hey ho lifes like that.
This weekend holds some promise brothers bday party with jo and poppy tomorrow and sunday just a chill out day. No major shopping but maybe bromley on Sunday who knows what the future holds i nthe crystal ball of fortune.

School has got it's good points

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Do never listen to spice girls wannabe it just makes you sing and dance so not the best for maths homework

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Listening to power ballads to get me through this poxy maths homework :@
Phil collins says it all against that how i feel with this hw, I am stacked agaisnt the odds it is now 19.34 I started at 18.00.
I am gonna survive this i will survive in the words of gloria gaynor. School has been ok so far, I am fed up of it alreday which is incredible as we only have been back 2 days. Slightly worrying as I have another month and half till the next holiday.
i love my friends Poppy,Emily,Sam,Charlie you are making it very funny and unique day at school. Even though we are dirtyy minded well me and charlie are anyway!
My brothers birthday today, happy birthday to him. So yes my grandparents came round. We all ate sorta kiddy party food jelly, icecream, sausages, pizza and chicken nuggets. Brings me back.
Came back from school and discovered a blister the size pecan! literally on my little toe, so yes tomorrow I will mummyfie my feet.
I am nearly finished have drank a pepsi and two coffees during this so i am highly caffiented even though i'm still tired only 4 more circles to go. I will carry on with more four circles and stop droning on.
Hallejuah 3 more!
YMCA is the greatest track to get you through maths i have decided

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life

Since my last blog a bit has happened on Friday.I went to the hairdressers and had my hair cut into a kinda new style i think it looks good at least i hope it does. Anyway i had it straightened so i am gonna straighten my hair more often.
Got home and watched PS i love you that is one of the most saddest films ever. I cried about 4 times. So yes then watched the house bunny lol.
Saturday I went to Poppy's bday party which was really good we went her nans restraunte *churchill*and ate Emily you're money making scheme is genius. muhawhah. We went shopping didn't buy anything though to prove a point to my mother that i don't spend all my money as soon as i get it.
Today i am planning a day of relaxing afternoon rather so i am off to get out the maincure sets, facemasks, inscence candles, eyelash curlers and exfoliators .

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Mean the world

I would just like to say something to these people cause i've been thinking and don't really show my thanks and affection much so here goes.
1. Victoria- My dear sister you are one of the best I love you forever
2. Emily- You are always there for me through everything and make me laugh which is always the main thing love you too
3. Poppy- you have been there for me too through a lot too and you are veruy random but very sweet love you
Last but not least
4. Sam- you have been a great supportive friend through thick and thin i love you

My world would fall apart without you guys

always remeber your friends

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Today

Today was very nice well the afternoon was. In the morning woke up and i had panda eyes (i had tried out the vampire look the night before, i looked quite scary red lips and everything). We had these people coming to value the house two estate agents. My mum was in manic clean mode. I really don't wanna move to a new house, in like the middle of nowhere.I might move if it was like massive, with a pool and near a good shopping centre a big wish list i know. So yeah one of them looked like he was from the war and mum shoved us out of house so fast it was like we were diseased. Anyway the second one came and we were allowed to stay this time thankfully i couldn't off walked the dog again. I spoke to sam on msn and she came round she's looking really nice we had funn watching the house bunny *michelle*. Looking forward to tomorrow.

Some people are very annoying aren't they well i know this one person wh osorta grates oin my nerves. Not like poppy, emily or sam but shes just quite sorta self obssessed. I'm bit fed up with her.

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Here's my story a day later sorry than promised.

The 1st installment
The life of a unloved teenager

I have many memories most terrible- a few ok, but mainly the memories haven been dreadful due to always suffering the fate of being unloved ever since I came out of the womb, my mother has mentioned more than once to my face or behind my back that I was a mistake. I have been dragged up stairs by my hair by my own father, have been bitten by my own mother which she forced me to lie about so I couldn’t seek help and have had so many insults thrown at me; I am surprised I haven’t topped myself…

Anyway I will start at my earliest moment, a bad one surprisingly. After many hours of labour I was born weighing 7lbs 3oz the midwife smiled at my mother who demanded to know the sex when the midwife replied “You have a beautiful delightful baby girl” she recalled back in horror her dreams shattered of having a little boy. My mother replied with “WHAT? I want a boy can’t you swap it; give it up replacing it with a boy. A girl I've already got one” the midwife sighed. The next day my sister (2 years by my senior) came to visit me she turned her nose up preferring the packet of sweets. That was my earliest moments.

For the first few years of my life I was showed little affection, the limelight always turning to my older sister Victoria whatever I did she seemed to upstage me she was their perfect little girl I was just something like the side salad you never ate, the sauce you discarded. I was an outcast.


This is a"bit" over exaggerated but hope you like.

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You belong with me

I have been reading up on zac efron and i have just realized how much we have in common and that he actually does belong with me not with that slut.

Anyhoo, i am gonna start putting my story up starting tomorrow "life of a unloved teenager" it's a bit of laugh really but my followers (pops and ems) have requested i put it up. I hate bank holidays cos you don't wether the shops will be open or not it is very confusing.


It's weird also cos my dad's always saying were skint but then he goes and books three holidays i don't wanna go i'd rather stay here i said to them can i stay here and look after chloe(doggy) but they said no ithink they should leave me £100 to buy food and mostly clothes lol but i would be good i could have raves with friends :)

Looking forward to texas saving up

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Life

Haven't blogged in a while so here we go recently i haven't been doing much last Monday was really fun with poppy and Emily.
Recently i have been sitting on the sofa with tubs of Ben and Jerry's and watching DVDs last night watched transformers and Mamma Mia with baked Alaska and cookie dough. My life has been pretty boring.
I tried to raise the idea of me getting more pocket so like a tenner a month to £20 but it caused an argument. I think it's really unfair though because my sister works in a bakery and babysits and gets tuition also she still gets pocket money my brother gets a toy every week swimming football. I don't get anything like that :( and my sister got stuff from the body shop as well.
I saw this really nice scrapbook which i really want but my mum won't get me so i can start cutting out my fashion designs and sticking them on there which reminds me that i have joined this really nice site called fashionair www.fashionair.com check it out it's really good.
I was pretty hacked off as well cos there was this gorgeous top in H&M which was lovely so i went back to go and get it but i was all sold out :( it would of gone really well with black skinnys platforms and an over sized clutch. Never mind.

Anyway that's the end of my little rant.

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Today

Today was just brilliant !!!

I love you guys (Poppy, Emily) and i love planning your weddings. Nick, Joe and of course Zac! won't know what hit them, when we arrive in Texas. Yeeha! I am gonna do one more drawing of the dress then finalise it, ready to be made. I can't wait to go out there the shopping looks great with the "love den", music studio and wine cellar it will be so good! Can't wait till monday to plan more. see you guys then oxox

My mum is quite annoying sometimes i can't believe she cam early today, she annoys me i wish my dad could off stopped her. She just talks to much and sometimes she needs to stop. Sometimes i feel sorta "here we go again" and sometimes even embarrassed (by mums laugh mostly). I suppose their there to embarrass you that's what mums are for supposedly.

Take care

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Friendship

I know it's my second one today but I'm worried

In my first blog i said about do you ever feel like you have a friendship that means so much to you but you feel there gradually slipping away but you are trying to grab on to it not letting go not wanting to.
I think i have one of those this friend who means so much to me so much, is changing, not talking to me and when we do talk it's not like it used to be. I want to keep this friendship so much just for it too get back to normal i am so worried about it.I need her, maybe i should just leave her time heals supposedly but i dunno. I got fortune cookie today and it read: Put up with the rain till the rainbow comes out. I think i know what it could mean to do with this friendship.

Texas sounds so good i really can't till tomorrow to show my dress designs and stuff. My Parents think there is no future in fashion.
I am determined to get good grades and get out to texas and have a fashion range.

NEVER STOP CHASING A DREAM

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My highlight for today. Wait for it



Shopping in Tesco! i know how great is that anyway yes that's all I've done and went to polhill briefly. I had a very Italian lunch today giammo rami pasta then a pannacotta so i feel like saying ciao! to everyone.

We also had a mini version of bgt in my lounge which was quite eventful it ended up with my brother screaming because we didn't put him through but anyway i was a snob a weirdo and quite a good singer. I was defiantly putting my acting skills to good use for the last one. Watching ugly betty my obssesion for eric maibus (daniel meade) has come back it's just really hard to fight it he is soooo nice.

Amercia is a great better links to fashion college i had my heart set on ravesbourne but now i'm so totalay amercianised texas sounds perfect aswell. maybe our dream will beome a reality someday.

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life in general

My life is ok i suppose - it could be better but i have these amazing people to help me through it.

Sam - you are a best mate you are there for me always whatever so thanks for that.
Poppy- you are just random but in a good way you are great.
Emily- you are one of a kind very special indeed and very talented.
Victoria- Sometimes you are one of the most annoying people on the planet but most the time you are very sweet and nice.

anyway, i have started this log just for fun really and to rant a bit about people like my parents and katie price. Team pete all the way ! so yeah hope you enjoy reading last night after watching skins i looked up at the sky and thought i saw a shooting star but then i relised it was just an areoplane random i know.

I recently have had my birthday and have alreeady spent the £220 pounds i recieved so i am now skint and my dad hates me cos i ran up the phone bill calling peoples mobile sometimes i wish i could trade in my family! My dad goes to me go and get a job and then my mum goes no you're not getting a job so whatever no more shoppignt ill september the 20th when i get pocket urggh the only thing that makes me feel good never mind.

So yeah i don't like my brother my mum or my dad much but what can you do - sweet nothing what also gets on my nerves is when you think friends have forgotten about you but your desparate to keep there friendship i feel like that now with some people

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